Nothing left to lose, because it has lost is her. Knows how to have to see. Everything I had in life, everything you bought, gave him, had called, left borrow ... Everything surrounding it has lost. Perhaps in the Earth - in the world of the living, not colorless limbo that has landed - everyone miss. Acquaintances, lovers and loved ones, children, parents, family, siblings - sister. They and their world have lost and mourn their loss. It is she who must be sad. She has not lost anything, she just moves on. Or so I should think.
Why not get to see good shape. Do not know yet how to feel. Because James is with her. And she is with him. And pray who will listen - and even if nobody hears it - that does not appear Harry. Or it should ask.
may be no God, no entity to monitor these souls - if they are souls - that roam the Earth. Seen how small we are, or how great things are, there can be no deal unless everyone. Do not know if looking at the sky, or under his feet to the Earth. Does not even know if the case in which someone hears it, will care little what she asks.
"What Harry does not die"
Do not die, is what he asks. Dare not think about that option when they die will go with them. It says "not Harry come." If anything were to think veríaa itself is looking forward to seeing his son. Wishing him appear before them, with Anita and her unruly hair and green eyes like hers.
It requires think that if it comes will be dead. Have lived a year old, barely. To what avail. It forces you to think she should go, where is the bearing that transitory world, or stay there. That the child should live, he can not take the life that has given him. He had no right to life and death over him, ever. Can not but find itself wishing the death of a child. It is not conceivable. You can not do that - by law, education, humanity, for it alone.
And yet it does. I think. And is shocked herself. Have created a life for wanting to undo it after a while. The errors are not fixed. If an error edible give birth, now be alive. You died to give life. You could have removed, if you wanted death.
No, she does not want his death. She is a mother and have love and loves her son and her husband, and would love to have them both. But do not know what to expect and prefer to find out, if it is horrible. For when glad Harry did not have it, it discovers that death is not peaceful, even reassuring. No need to see all bad, Lily, death is peaceful, it will rest. And you can sit while you wait. Sit as you pray, ask, implores who have the goodness to instead listen to your voice, that voice you will hear a lot and just listen, please, please, do not appear. Not to come.
"Do not come Harry"
away from me, because I love you. And that sacrifice will not be in vain.
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